Wednesday, February 27, 2008

JUNK-MAG CELEBRATES NIGHTLIFE

Brad Walsh and his faghag, Kathy, decided to celebrate the cuties of the NYC party scene... and like most things they do, it's gold:



We’ve got nothing against Blue States Lose. Kathy and I have both been targeted, and there was a month when Gawker thought I wore everything wrong, but it’s funny (or at least it used to be). But we figure there should be a place to shout out the good stuff too. The great outfits, the gorgeous people, pure eye candy.

DIAMONDS IN THE RUFF. [Archives]
By Brad and Kathy. This week the photos are selected from our galleries from Club NME and High Voltage at The Annex.

[that was in their words, not mine. check it out.]

JUST SO YOU KNOW

KERLI!

I love Kerli. When I was working in IDJ offices, i think she was the artist that a lot of people scratched their head about the most. She looked like Claudia Schiffer sang like Bjork and was about 5 feet tall and came from estonia and talked about fairies and spirits and was totally hippy dippy, but had this really really dark sensability to her.

Obviously I loved her. I was so sad to be out of the kerli-loop when I left those offices. She gave the best hugs that lasted about 5 minutes and that would make you feel like a million bucks, and so I would miss those as well. She also covered "She's In Parties" by Bauhaus, but i dont know if that'll end up on the album or a b-side or something.

ANYWAY. I found a video for her song "Love Is Dead" online and while it's sort of hard to watch it's a really great song and the concept of the video is good... it's just weird to see her as an old lady for half of it.

Click the image to watch the video.



And here i am with Kerli... :

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

NEW PLAYRADIOPLAY! VIDEO!

Just cos I'm no longer affiliated with IDJ doesnt mean I dont still love the stuff coming out of there.

PlayRadioPlay has a new video for the new version of "Madi Dont Leave" that's on the new album called Texas that's coming out on March 18.

Watch it Here:


Vote for it on: OvenFresh.

IT'S TIME TO GET PERSONAL

It's been a while since i've been really personal on this thing and since I'm finally almost positive that nobody is reading this -- like it was in the old days when i started this blog and would blog in detail about my daily adventures -- i feel like i can be personal again. Which is good, because i have terrible memory and need some sort of memory helper. i know that keeping a personal diary might be better, but i lose everything, so i guess i'll keep some shit in code or something.

Since i sit at home most of the day working infront of the TV, I watch a lot of Law&Order. A lot. I prefer SVU and Criminal Intent because i fucking love Vincent D'Onofrio and how his character tilts his head whenever he's figuring something out.

One thing that stands out is how much they deal with sociopaths. Brandon ended up buying a book about sociopaths and I ended up looking it up on wikipedia, which led me to Antisocial Personality Disorder, which is basically an offshoot of sociopaths.

I started noticing that there are a couple of sociopaths in my life. It's a pretty big statement to suggest that someone is a sociopath, but i'm also the perfect person to attract sociopaths. I'm very forgiving and want to believe that everyone is essentially good and mean no harm. I'm a championt of the underdog, and if i see someone in need, I want to help them out and take them under my wing and let them into my life. This has caused me to get very hurt by people whom I thought were very close to me.

I was able to confirm the chance of certain people in my life as being a sociopath when I sent the description to a couple of mutual friends and said "does this sound like anyone we know?" Only to find that the friends said the same people. Weird.

Thankfully, the people who fit that description I've naturally weeded out of my life, or they were weeded out for me by caring friends. It's kinda weird when you look back at years of friendship and realize the shit that was going on, and the lack of emotion from people, or lack of caring, and how truly distrubing it is.

Thinking about this all made me think about how some musicians could possibly qualify as sociopaths. Their dual personalities, the excessive drinking, the promiscuous behavior, their charm, intelligence, need to move around a lot. It got me to remembering a conversation I had with someone a while back who was telling me about her early experiences with a singer of an extremely popular emo band. How he would lie about things constantly, fuck over close friends, and one thing that threw me for a loop - fuck larger girls just so he could call them fat in the middle of banging them. Maybe that dude is a psychopath rather than a sociopath. I dont know. I'm not a head doctor. Or maybe hes just messed up. Maybe they're all just messed up and I'm too focused on the symptoms of sociopaths because of Law&Order, to think that something else might be wrong.

HUMANZEE

A couple months ago, somehow, i started watching something on youtube about this possibly bonobo chimpanzee that may or may have not been half-man half-ape. It was in a series that got broken up into 6 or something on youtube and i watched all of them until about 4am.

I just saw that they're airing it on Science Channel at 9pm on thursday. OMGOMGOMG! i dvr'ed it.

watch part one:

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

WIN PASSES TO THE BOOK RELEASE PARTY

I'm having a party to celebrate the book release at Angels&Kings on March 3. There will be Karaoke hosted by Karaoke Killed the Cat... and just because it'll give us a reason to give away nice prizes, there will be a contest for best performers judged by myself, Matt Rubano from Taking Back Sunday, Mikey Way from My Chemical Romance, and Steven Smith from FUSE.

YOU CAN WIN PASSES TO THIS PARTY BY SENDING ME YOUR OWN KARAOKE SUBMISSIONS FROM THIS WEBSITE (singshot.com) There's gonna also be some sort of open bar situation... and OK Magazine is tied into the event in some way. I think they thought I was Britney Spears or something. I'm not sure.

TO ENTER: Email me the link of you singing a song to pocketkaraoke@gmail.com to win passes to my release party!
DEADLINE: FEBRUARY 29

Monday, February 18, 2008

THE POCKET KARAOKE IS COMING OUT MARCH 3!

And to celebrate that...here's a video of me doing mall-karaoke at age 8 to "Walk Like an Egyptian"



I'm having a party to celebrate the book release at Angels&Kings on March 3. There will be Karaoke hosted by Karaoke Killed the Cat... and just because it'll give us a reason to give away nice prizes, there will be a contest for best performers judged by myself, Matt Rubano from Taking Back Sunday, Mikey Way from My Chemical Romance, and Steven Smith from FUSE.

There's gonna also be some sort of open bar situation... and OK Magazine is tied into the event in some way. I think they thought I was Britney Spears or something. I'm not sure.

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

THIS IS A LOVE SONG!

I love Steven Smith from Fuse. I met him in 2001 or 2002 when I was an assistant at VH1 and we got along immediately. He's so fucking nice and cool... and he can sing! Who knew?!

Check out this Valentines Day-themed video and song he did:

Friday, February 1, 2008

OH MY GOODNESS

So i'm cleaning out my storage space in my apt and i found a box of cds.... and in the box of CDs is a disc labeled "Kill Hannah in NYC july 2003 photos". I put it in to see the pictures... and HOLY SHIT.

PHOTOGRPAHIC EVIDENCE OF WHY I STARTED THIS BLOG!

OK, so I know I had a chubby phase which i may or may not still be in... but these photos showed off a VERY CHUBBY phase. Like, maybe 20lbs more than I weigh now. My face is totally bloated with beer, my body is bloated... even my feet are bloated! This was during the height of my partying and going out every night with Greg and Raphael (aka the Boyfriends). We would go to all the open bars, get totally wasted, and make out with each other. Meanwhile, my body was slowly expanding and I look unrecognizable. I frantically aimed Karen last night when I found them, freaking out. I couldnt believe how blind I was to my unhealthy behavior when it was staring at me in the face.

While cleaning my storage area, I found tons of bags of clothes filled with size 10 clothes. I couldnt understand why i had size ten clothes in my pocession. I just held them up and looked puzzled as I organized them in a donation pile. Now I know. What the fuck.

All those blog posts with people saying i looked gross were right.

Holy fucking shit.

Meanwhile, I was making out all over town with every dude, having the time of my life. But oh my god. I dont even want to share these photos because they're sooo ... I just look totally unhealthy. I have no problem with healthy weight gain. No problem at all. But this is straight up bloat. I think the reason why I was able to go out every night and party til 4am each evening was:
1. I was drinking 8 beers at least an evening. So i was basically blind drunk. I found photos where my eyes are close, but i'm standing or dancing.
2. I must've been storing reserved energy in the bloat/fat like a camel.
3. The music scene was really awesome then.
4. I was definitely chasing/running from something.

Here's a photo... mind you, this is a more flattering one... with Greg and Raphael: